Gluttony & Love

I have eaten too much.
Snacks have consumed my body.
I need to stop.
Healthy. I have been doing yoga and working out, though.

Apparently last night when I was asleep at my boyfriend's, he whispered in my ear, "Are you in love with me?". Apparently I told him yes. I feel idiotic. I don't do that whole love nonsense, but apparently my sleep self does?

Goodnight. Drink some tea.

And I Pour Out My Soul Deep Within Me.

I am suffering from an ocipital migrane and vertigo right now. This is dreadful and I do not wish this on anyone. Medicine and sleep are not working right now. I am calling out to God for help-- so much pain. I know it is bad because I opted to not go to my Creative Writing class. :(

One more exam tomorrow and then three class periods Friday are the only things standing in my way from a relaxing "Kelsey Weekend". I desparately am in need of some me time. Although, Saturday (headache permitting) I believe my boyfriend and I will be going to see the play Sherlock Holmes: Crucifer of Blood that my school is showing. Lovely.

"As a deer thirsts for the water Lord, my soul longs after you."

As Much As I Love

- the history of our country
- my job
- classes
- productivity
- homework
- essays

I really would just like to curl up in my bed with my stuffed zebra Zig-Zag and never open my eyes to the world. Just lye in bed and pray, write, read, think, SLEEP. Anything of those sorts.

However, cuddling with my boyfriend is always a great alternative. The nose kisses he gives me make me weak in the knees.