Single for a Year?

At church today we sang a song by Kari Jobe entitled "Healer".
I love this song.
Anyways.
I am going to be single for a year. No boys. No kissing. No anything with the opposite sex.
Of course I will talk to my best guy friends, but I feel that my life is so focused on the men in my life, my clothes, my everything and not on God. I feel like this one year of swearing off everything involving men is going to be good for me. I need Jesus.


Oh. I am also not putting myself in situations (i.e. parties, etc) that will make me feel differently and act in a way not suitable for God's glory. Which will be all the more difficult because I am moving to Downtown Denver.

So here is to a year of solitude, God, nature, reevaluation, prayers, love, femininity, writing, and strength.

What Do I Do?

I am ready to give myself 117% over to God. I really am, but I'd love to know what my future looks like. I trust Him with everything, my late grandfather taught me to do that, rest his soul.

I am so empowered lately with this new found femininity.

Nightgowns, baby pink, baby blue, grey, white, glitter, pink lipstick, floral print, tea cups, Coexisting, my Macbook, boyfriend<3, short hair, blush.

So Unworthy

It is 2:31 in the morning. I have class at 10 in the morning. Whatever will I do? Go to class tired.

I have been reflecting on my spiritual walk. Why must I sin against Him?

I love you, God.